Expansive: Breaking the Boxes!!! 🙏❤️🙏

​A New Piece Created For This Lens

Format:~ Reflection

Scale Word:~ Expansive

All my life i have been placed in boxes to suit peoples needs. Whether it’s being “controlled” by a narcissistic relationship, being “verbally” abused by customers, working long hour “shifts”, losing out on my “childhood”, the passing of the two “mother figures” in my life, choosing my “immune system” over “masks & vaccinations” and starting my “healing journey” & my “gift” for words!

​”But boxes are made to be broken. And lately, the walls have started to crack.” Since starting my healing journey, memories and information are being brought to the surface as the brain fog lifts.

​The first box to open was the controlling behavior by my narcissistic husband. As the mask fell i am seeing him for what he really is: “...he doesn’t love me, he was using me as his servant, bank, and emotional dumping ground.”

​The second box to open was the verbal abuse i take on a daily basis at work for doing service checks! In the last two weeks i have been reduced to tears 😢 by both male and female customers verbally abusing me for simply doing my job!

​Then i remembered something a customer said to me when i was upset:

“Why let one person dim your light when 100 others aren’t?” A fellow Subscriber sent me this line:

“My Worth is Not for Public Handling!” I am choosing to focus on the positive energy and not the negativity. My world is no longer defined by the four walls of a box; it is finally becoming Expansive.

Love you ♥️ 😍

​Sovereign Lady 🩷 xxx

A New Substack Author ♥️ 🙏 ⚓️ 🩷 ✨️ 😍 ♥️