Expansive: Breaking the Boxes!!! πβ€οΈπ
βA New Piece Created For This Lens
Format:~ Reflection
Scale Word:~ Expansive
All my life i have been placed in boxes to suit peoples needs. Whether itβs being βcontrolledβ by a narcissistic relationship, being βverballyβ abused by customers, working long hour βshiftsβ, losing out on my βchildhoodβ, the passing of the two βmother figuresβ in my life, choosing my βimmune systemβ over βmasks & vaccinationsβ and starting my βhealing journeyβ & my βgiftβ for words!
ββBut boxes are made to be broken. And lately, the walls have started to crack.β Since starting my healing journey, memories and information are being brought to the surface as the brain fog lifts.
βThe first box to open was the controlling behavior by my narcissistic husband. As the mask fell i am seeing him for what he really is: β...he doesnβt love me, he was using me as his servant, bank, and emotional dumping ground.β
βThe second box to open was the verbal abuse i take on a daily basis at work for doing service checks! In the last two weeks i have been reduced to tears π’ by both male and female customers verbally abusing me for simply doing my job!
βThen i remembered something a customer said to me when i was upset:
βWhy let one person dim your light when 100 others arenβt?β A fellow Subscriber sent me this line:
βMy Worth is Not for Public Handling!β I am choosing to focus on the positive energy and not the negativity. My world is no longer defined by the four walls of a box; it is finally becoming Expansive.
Love you β₯οΈ π
βSovereign Lady π©· xxx
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Thank you i can doing good job I appreciate it you are working hard to assist me and others Thank you
I love this! Thank you for sharing! I needed the reminder that I should look at those who do care for me rather than try to please those that don't. π